Not as productive as I would've liked...

So I got some work done today, but not as much as I would have liked.

And now my friend from school is coming over to my house. I know she really needs to be around some good people right now, and I want to be there for her.

I wanted to head out and meet her at school, but my chest started to hurt, I got a serious headache, and it is a little hard to breathe. I think I am freaking out.

I want things to happen NOW!!!!! -_-

Lemme try to get something done.

J-Bo

P.S. Van said he will not sleep with anyone else ever...besides Jesus of course. I know some of you are thinking that I am going to be his first and last, like it was intended, but it is not like that. I know one of my friends would say we are married and that it is how it is going to be until death do us part. F-U MACK!!!!!! He can sleep with the entire Holy Convocation and I could care less!!!!!

P.P.S. He did say I'm the only one...not that I give two shits of course. He cannot come back into my life in that capacity ever again. I am going to remain hard and distant. I AM PUTTING MY FOOT DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  -_-

P.P.P.S. I just have to find me a replacement...ASAP!!!!!!

P.P.P.P.S. I know that a lot of these post talk about him, but it is not what you think. It isn't...it just isn't. I am not the jealous type...normally. Normally whoever I am with can sleep with whoever and do whatever. What makes Van so different??? I don't care about flirting and having fun, but I don't want him to go to far. Why do I care about that?? It isn't my place?? I need a nap. The thought of someone touching my man makes ME SICK!!!!! :-/