Getting it off my chest...

Just wanted to share these songs with you guys...they are touching my heart and I would sing these to Van if I could.

Why is this man still in me?? I mean I am meeting people that are better in all areas: career, finances, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and time wise but for some reason he is always there.

God please tell me what you want to tell me...

So while I wait for the answer here are some songs.